Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by aki, Jul 31, 2010.
words to fill a space
it's hard to explain. i just needed to get it out there.
I don't know what you mean by that. Be good if you could explain.
I want to die that's all I can say. All I do it annoy or piss off people in the end.
it can be hard to describe things into words when you're feeling like this, but i hear you. is there someone upsetting you? i'm on msn if you want to talk to me, but i appreciate you might not want that.
who have you pissed off?
I can't describe it at all and no one seems to understand that. Sometimes when I'm by myself and thinking I can think of things to say but I forget everything soon afterwards. Sometimes I type long posts out and delete them because they aren't really saying much. And people get angry with me because of this. They tell me to open up more to them, I've had it with therapists as well as other people. Or they take it personally. I don't know how I'm supposed to get over this if I can't really talk. I don't really like talking about things like this, it makes me hate myself, that's probably an issue as well.
Please dont give up we are here for you and will be so. Please pray and I am praying for you too. Have you tried all forms of therapy? Try everything and reach out to as many people as you can. We will help too. You will get past this. Hoep is here for you. STAY!!!!
:hug: Hope you're alright hun, we care about you,
I can definitely relate to this, take your time opening up, go at your own pace.. :hug:
Thank you :arms: