ive been in hysterics for the last 2 hrs i just cant stop crying. im so stressed out and i feel so down but i dont know why. i cant stop thinking about killing myself, im so desperate. i cant cope with the stress that im under at school and i dont know what its like to be happy anymore. i really dont know what to do please help me i need help but i cant ask anyone for it, noone understands. i dont want to leave people behind, i dont want them to suffer but i dont think i can make it through this. please help me. please.