When is depression just going to go away, for good? I was doing alright for the last few days, I was happy about graduating... but then I crashed. The reasons for my being depressed keeps coming right back into my mind. I never think I deserve to be happy. I made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I can't let them go. I can't forgive myself. Why won't depression just leave me alone? It's a disease of the brain with no cure, I have nothing else left to make me happy except for lies... What can make this all go away? The only thing I can think of is death........ and I really really really want to get that thought away for good.