I Don't think I can do this anymore.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Underglass, Oct 20, 2012.

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  1. Underglass

    Underglass Member

    Things have gone up and down over the past few weeks but tonight I feel like I'm a mess. I want to die so badly and even though my new medication is helping with the mood swings, it is not helping with the suicidal thoughts. I just want to end it and I am running out of reasons why to stay alive. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to die. I am not a good person and I am sick and always have been. I have been in the hospital seven times in the last three years and I refuse to go back. I just want this to be over. I don't know what to do anymore.
     
  2. three44

    three44 Member

    Hang in there Underglass.
    One second at a time. I get to this point quite a bit, and I tell myself to just wait another minute, you never know what will happen. It could be the change you are waiting for.
    Then something always happens and I try to do what Iain says, enjoy the things around you.
     
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