I don't know where to turn or where to go sorry if this is upsetting or wrong or i shouldn't i just want someone to care about me. I am 21 and i am or rather was in college till i lost my hearing i was sexually abused as a child and my sister and her husband took me in well recently i had moved out to be with my pregnant girlfriend i lost em both and then a short time there after i lost my hearing and now i lost the rest of my family as well apparently. my sisters husband kicked me out and moved me into an apartment and asked me not to contact his family again or my sister all my friends have fallen off of the face of the earth and i just don't know what to do been cutting but that isn't helping and just so close to suicide please helps me