i dont think i can take this anymore...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by scar, Jul 19, 2012.

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  1. scar

    scar Member

    Even since i was born my life has been one disaster after another. being adopted. both my adoptive parents dying. getting kicked out my aunts house at 13. being in foster care. having to grow up. loosing friends. being used. being cut. going to jail. being in a complete abusive relationship.. being homeless...

    and im just so lonely. all the time. every minute of every day. I have no real friends. no one to talk to about my REAL feelings.

    life is just so hard. i have not had ONE thing be easy.. i know life isent but i see these people every day with family. and jobs. and friends. a stable place to live. and i have none of that. Just for once id love to be able to call my mom and ask her for help. for once id like to have someone to rely on. but i cant because im alone.

    Its so hard to wake up every morning. I just want to lay in bed and waste away into nothingness. I try to make friends but now n days id be lucky to have a shitty superfical conversation with random people on facebook.

    I move around so much that the friends i made when life was a little better have long forgotten me and are to caught up with there own lifes to give a rats ass about mine.

    i just want one friend. JUST ONE, is that so much to ask for? and its not like im not a good person. yes iv made mistakes but i have good morals im not a mean person. im shy but im allways so nice to people..

    i hurts so bad that no one cares.

    knowing that im all alone.

    knowing that im not going to stick around a few more years waiting for life to change. it hurts too bad.

    i dont know what the point of all this is but i feel really bad right now & i dont wanna do anything stupid caus all i can think about right now is the pain and making it go away///
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi hun so sorry you feel so alone hun I am glad you are reaching out here talking here You will soon make friends here ok Life has thrown you some pretty harsh cards to deal with but you have hun. You are strong Hugs to you
  3. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    i am sorry all that has happened to you. please do not give up for things will not always remain that way.
    You will find a friend if thats all that you are asking from life. keep talking to people as you already are doing and you will land on one stable friend.

    ps don't be afraid of rejection. its a numbers game.
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