In Wisconsin, sexual assault statues are broken. I’m vary much close to being branded and labled for the rest of my life, with a slap of jail time. I’m no fucking sexual offender, I was 16 and though it was normal to have sex at that age. Didn’t even know it was illegal. But this is my last night before they come. 2 Years have passed since I was talked to by the police, and just today its official that I’m going to be charged as an adult. My “first appearance” to court is this 20th its already on ccap. I haven’t even been even formally notified of the charges. It was never violent, never but It doesn’t matter. Even she disagrees. And to top it all of I just had my doughter born May 4th. Little Sky won’t have her daddy, and her mother is going to miss me. But what choice do I have? I can end it tonight. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> will do it easily. I wish I had hope. I wish I had more time. But this may be my last night. I can’t live with this braned on me I can’t survive in jail or prison. I just turned 18 I haven’t even drove yet. Done anything special for my life. I always fail. What is the point of continuing the suffering? I ethier wait through trail and face a Felony C up to 60 years of prison (witch is life) although I think it has to be violent. And what if I make it through trail and get only a few years? I live with my parents and my mother doesn’t have many years left If I wait through my sentence I have nothing to come back to. I won’t be able to get a job because of my sexual offender status. I won’t have a home. I wanna live it up tonight get high get drunk. whatever might help just live it up. I don’t want to sit in jail for 2 weeks just to get out and keep waiting for trail. its killing me ever second I think about it. I’ve always been a pasfist never gotten into a fight couldn’t hurt a damn soul. Why do I deserve this? Should I just get a lawyer and shut up? Or should I just do everbody a favor and just end it tonight. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. But what about my dougther? Regardless she won’t be able to see me anyways. I’m at the breaking point I’ve been waiting for 2 years. My life is broken. I need help but I’m sure they will just throw me in a cell and call it a day. I’d rather go out with a bang than be left to rot in a cell and forgotten.