I can't seem to bring myself to get into a relationship with anyone. The guy I love won't have anything to do with me because I want to wait to have sex, and he isn't happy about that. And I think that just made me realize how much I dread relationships in general. Everyone is just selfish and wants to control the person they're in a relationship with. Love isn't real. It's just an excuse to get the other person to do whatever you want them to do. I just don't even know why I'm writing this honestly????