I don't think I am going to survive this round ::sigh:: I'm so sick of being moderately ok for a couple years and then just falling back into a deep depression. I feel as if there is no way out. I am in partial again, for the second time (last time was about 4 years ago), have been in therapy most of my life. I really do try, I do. I just get so exhausted after awhile fighting it and it takes over again. I have a plan that will work. I will not fail if I go through with it. I am struggling more and more everyday to have a reason not to do it. Or to care enough not do it I guess is more the truth.