i dont think it is possible to feel any worse

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by swimmergirl, Apr 5, 2010.

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  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    seriously. this is bad. It's better this way, I just keep telling myself this is for the best. for me, for my family, for everyone, my soul is dead, time to let my body die.

    it is time. this i know.
     
  2. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    "try harder"
     
  3. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    i dont need to try harder to see positive things, i see them, the little things do give me great joy, the sun shining, a clear blue sky, a child's laughter, these are all wonderful parts of life, but they are not enough to combat the hate I have inside, the shame I carry from being used as a fuck toy for half my childhood, the sadness of having no family, and ultimately no love. Without love, I dont see the point.
     
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