Alright so there's this girl (there always seems to be one, doesn't there?) anyways... we both sort of self-harm... but we try to support eachother... it sounds fucked up because if we both do it, how can we help eachother? but we do... and when we do... we can control it... and she's as depressed as i am... but we have this beautiful relationship. she can tell me everything, and i can tell her everything. and we help eachother. it's so hard to explain. everytime she looks in my eyes... she can tell whats wrong... and everytime i look in her eyes... i can tell if she's lying when she says "she's ok"... i know i'm only 16... and i have no idea about what love is... but everytime i'm with her... i just get this feeling. she's the person i would take a bullet for. she's so incredibly beautiful and i don't know... i think i love her. but the problem is, she's dating another guy... they have kinks in their relationship (and to my agony) i always help her work them out... but she tells me that she thinks i'm her soulmate, and always writes me these beautiful messages. but she's dating somebody else and she isn't "interested" in me. so there's my problem... my friend tells me to move on... and i just don't know. she really likes this guy, and i think if he makes her happy... they should be together... but at the same time i love her so much... i don't want to let go. what the hell am i supposed to do?