I don't wanna live

[Amelia Estelle]

I'm worthless, no one likes me, I'm made fun of. What's the point in staying when you dying will help so many people. I don't get it everything hurts

 

[Were all together]

Hi Amelia, it's been awhile since you've been on. How's things going?

 

[Bloop]

Hey Amelia, I'm sorry people are making fun of you. What are they saying? Talk with us here, we won't make fun of you and I don't think you're worthless.

 

[moxman]

I'm worthless, no one likes me, I'm made fun of. What's the point in staying when you dying will help so many people. I don't get it everything hurts

Hello 👋

I often feel the same way as you are describing. I have PTSD and I know that is part of it.

But I know that when I feel the way you describe it is not a good feeling to have.

If you wanted to talk I would listen.

I wish you the best.

 

[Amelia Estelle]

Hi Amelia, it's been awhile since you've been on. How's things going?

How do you know how long it's been? And not good I haven't eaten in ages I literally hate myself and so does everyone else

 

[Amelia Estelle]

Hi Amelia, it's been awhile since you've been on. How's things going?

Hey Amelia, I'm sorry people are making fun of you. What are they saying? Talk with us here, we won't make fun of you and I don't think you're worthless.

I'm scared too

 

[Were all together]

I'm scared too

You know you can always come here to talk. It's not good that you're not eating well. Maybe, try little bits at a time?

 

[Amelia Estelle]

I'm scared too

You know you can always come here to talk. It's not good that you're not eating well. Maybe, try little bits at a time?

I don't deserve to eat.

 

[John_Z]

Yes, you do. Everyone and anyone deserves to eat.

 

[Amelia Estelle]

Yes, you do. Everyone and anyone deserves to eat.

No I don't. I'm honestly worthless I serve no point in this world

 

[Were all together]

No I don't. I'm honestly worthless I serve no point in this world

Everyone serves a point. Whether you see it or not. Right now, your unable to see any bright light, because things are so dark. The fact you reached out, shows you want help out of that darkness that follows you. We're all here for you.

 

[Amelia Estelle]

No I don't. I'm honestly worthless I serve no point in this world

Everyone serves a point. Whether you see it or not. Right now, your unable to see any bright light, because things are so dark. The fact you reached out, shows you want help out of that darkness that follows you. We're all here for you.

I can't stop crying... and I'm cutting. God why do I hurt so much... why is everything so fucking hard!

 

[Were all together]

I can't stop crying... and I'm cutting. God why do I hurt so much... why is everything so fucking hard!

Cutting doesn't solve the problem. Just prolongs the pain, and scars a beautiful person. Nothing is hard if you reach out for help. That's why we're here. No one expects you to travel this alone. Why do you think we're all here? You need support, friends, that will be there when you need them most. Don't be ashamed to be here. We all are and have been, where you are now.

 

[Amelia Estelle]

I can't stop crying... and I'm cutting. God why do I hurt so much... why is everything so fucking hard!

Cutting doesn't solve the problem. Just prolongs the pain, and scars a beautiful person. Nothing is hard if you reach out for help. That's why we're here. No one expects you to travel this alone. Why do you think we're all here? You need support, friends, that will be there when you need them most. Don't be ashamed to be here. We all are and have been, where you are now.

But it does help. And I deserve it

 

[Were all together]

But it does help. And I deserve it

To you, yes it does help. But, you don't deserve it. Quitting it, will take time. But, you don't need to do it, to deal with your stressors. There are other ways, that wont scar your body and cause pain.

 

[Amelia Estelle]

But it does help. And I deserve it

To you, yes it does help. But, you don't deserve it. Quitting it, will take time. But, you don't need to do it, to deal with your stressors. There are other ways, that wont scar your body and cause pain.

How

 

[Were all together]

How

Well, for one the hardest part is breaking your current cycle of cutting. Your mind is fixated on believing that cutting releases all that stress. Which, in reality all it does is make you bleed out. If it really worked, you wouldn't be doing it constantly. One way to relive stress is exercise. Bike machines, treadmills, elipticals. Sounds crazy, but it does help. Plus, you get the benefit of staying healthy. Second, diet. Not eating will increase stress levels. You have to eat. You body needs nutrients to feed the signals in your brain. Without those, you feel tired, defeated, lack of concentration, energy. Start with those. Start slow. Give it time. You'll start noticing a change. You'll feel worthwhile, you'll receive compliments. Also, if you can check into a therapist. Or, see your doctor about something for your dark thoughts. Sometimes a little medication will help kick start you back on track. And, don't be a stranger here. Keep us updated. We all care about you!

 

[Amelia Estelle]

How

Well, for one the hardest part is breaking your current cycle of cutting. Your mind is fixated on believing that cutting releases all that stress. Which, in reality all it does is make you bleed out. If it really worked, you wouldn't be doing it constantly. One way to relive stress is exercise. Bike machines, treadmills, elipticals. Sounds crazy, but it does help. Plus, you get the benefit of staying healthy. Second, diet. Not eating will increase stress levels. You have to eat. You body needs nutrients to feed the signals in your brain. Without those, you feel tired, defeated, lack of concentration, energy. Start with those. Start slow. Give it time. You'll start noticing a change. You'll feel worthwhile, you'll receive compliments. Also, if you can check into a therapist. Or, see your doctor about something for your dark thoughts. Sometimes a little medication will help kick start you back on track. And, don't be a stranger here. Keep us updated. We all care about you!

I'm getting dizzy

 

[Were all together]

I'm getting dizzy

Because you cut yourself. You do more harm then good doing that. Do you need to go to the ED?

 

[Amelia Estelle]

I'm getting dizzy

Because you cut yourself. You do more harm then good doing that. Do you need to go to the ED?

What's the Ed?