Hello, I'm a 20 years old french man who has been contemplating suicide for quite some time now. I already know how I'd kill myself, and have all the tools gathered. Since it will be a silent and painless death, the act in itself doesn't scare me. I guess this post isn't a scream for help, but rather a goodbye letter. I wanted to talk to people I did not know before assembling the courage to put an end to my life. I have simply lost faith in life in general, for various reasons. It's already so dark and painfull that the void that death represents attracts me more and more everyday that passes by. Everyone around me seem happy, and I feel lonely. It's hard to say for a man of my age, but I usually cry when I think of all the awful things that await me ahead, my future seem already so unhappy to me. So, would somebody care to have a little talk with me before I leave this world ?