This is the most stupid thing I have ever written. I know that before I even finish what I am about to say. I am going to make an attempt, I am going to try and make one where I am going to get caught, stopped. and taken to hospital. I don't want to die, not just yet. I just want my mum, my family and my doctor to see that I AM sick and this is not just bullshit. If it works and I don't fail well... I can't see that as being a bad thing either because I'll have got out. If it doesn't work... well I'll have succeeded in what I intended to do. Either way I can't really see how I can lose. Now I just have to figure out what method to use.