i just want the pain to end.....ı know that ıt wıll never end...so what am ı lıvıng for....acting like a happy person when ı am not a one....wantıng help from god doesnt help...wantıng help from therapist wont help....ı have no courege to overcome thıs paın....my famıly knows what ı have and they are upset...ı just upset everyone all the time...how does people manege to be happy ın lıfe... i thınk that they are lucky..Me and these people ın thıs forum are unlucky...thx for readıng my post..