I don't want to die! Do I really have to?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Crashland, Nov 25, 2011.

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  1. Crashland

    Crashland Well-Known Member

    It's getting out of order now.

    I don't want to kill myself, I really do not! Yet I feel I just have to do it. I don't deserve to be alive. I failed and I'm a waste of space. I'm so sick of this pressure and debating with myself whether it's true or not.

    Oh, I wish it would just go away.
     
  2. bonbon718

    bonbon718 Well-Known Member

    No, Crashland, you don't have to die.
    You are NOT a waste of space, and you deserve better than what you're getting. You are so valuable, even if you don't believe it. Keep talking to us, okay?
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun keep talking okay we hear you It is not death you want it is for the sadness and pain to leave you. Please reach out and get therapy support that you deserve okay hugs
     
  4. Crashland

    Crashland Well-Known Member

    Oh, thanks for your kind words, guys! It means a lot. It can turn a really desperate hour into a not so desperate one.

    x x x
     
  5. alixer

    alixer Active Member

    Who says you're a waste of space? You don't have to prove your value to anyone.
     
  6. Crashland

    Crashland Well-Known Member

    The nasty one in my head. He keeps talking bullshit and I tend to believe it all. Very difficult not to.
     
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