I just... :blink: I don't want to die! I don't want any of us to die. What is with life that it is so terrible that it makes us want to kill ourselves? How wrong and fracked up is that? What kind of creature wants to end it's own lives? It's just so damned sad, that there is so much pain and non of us can help eachother, there is so much wrongness and sadness and depravity and not a damned thing can be done about it.