I mean I don't want to keep being such a goddamn coward. there's no point in continuing to live and I know that. No one is going to miss me or gives a shit, and NO I don't mean on this board...I mean in real life. What I really hate in wanting to take my life is that I still don't understand what the hell was my life for. I'm just sick of living and I know that I have been saying that for awhile here....hopefully soon, I will have the balls to follow through with it. I'm sorry.