I don't want to do this anymore!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by IV2010, May 27, 2011.

  1. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I don't want to be a 'survivor of suicide' anymore
    it's too hard.

    I want him back

    I don't want anymore pain
    I don't want anymore grief
    I don't want to feel so lost and empty
    I don't want to feel the guilt, regret, anger and a million other emotions
    I don't want to wake up each day
    I don't want to be here without him
    I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't........................
     
  2. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    interesting, i read your note on how u feel cause u lost someone
    i feel that way when my brother took his life
    but yet it isn't stopping me from wanting to end my life
    and the sooner the better.
    very intersting
    i have been on both sides of this fence
    brother - suicide
    me - attempted 4 times as recent as this weekend and still not very staple tonite
     
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    hopeless -i hope you don't do it

    the only reason I'm still here is that I don't want the rest of my family to suffer anymore pain even though they don't give an iota about me

    I've never attempted but have come close many times
    son-completed suicide
     
  4. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    IV2010

    I am so sorry. And for your pain now too.

    :console:
     
  5. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    IV,
    I hope you are okay.
    I want to be a goner too.
    I hope you keep holding on though.

    :console: :hug:

    Autumn
     
  6. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i'm sorry you are suffering so much right now

    i can only offer a hug, and hope you feel better soon

    :hug:
     
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    thank you for caring enough to reply..
    another day has dawned here :sad:
    *hugs*
     
  8. flyingdutchmen

    flyingdutchmen Well-Known Member

    ohnoes, not IV doing poorly :(

    :megahugs:
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    :hug: