I don't want to do this anymore!

[IV2010]

I don't want to be a 'survivor of suicide' anymore
it's too hard.

I want him back

I don't want anymore pain
I don't want anymore grief
I don't want to feel so lost and empty
I don't want to feel the guilt, regret, anger and a million other emotions
I don't want to wake up each day
I don't want to be here without him
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't........................

 

[hopeless13]

I don't want to be a 'survivor of suicide' anymore
it's too hard.

I want him back

I don't want anymore pain
I don't want anymore grief
I don't want to feel so lost and empty
I don't want to feel the guilt, regret, anger and a million other emotions
I don't want to wake up each day
I don't want to be here without him
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't........................

interesting, i read your note on how u feel cause u lost someone
i feel that way when my brother took his life
but yet it isn't stopping me from wanting to end my life
and the sooner the better.
very intersting
i have been on both sides of this fence
brother - suicide
me - attempted 4 times as recent as this weekend and still not very staple tonite

 

[IV2010]

hopeless -i hope you don't do it

the only reason I'm still here is that I don't want the rest of my family to suffer anymore pain even though they don't give an iota about me

I've never attempted but have come close many times
son-completed suicide

 

[MoAnamCara]

IV2010

I am so sorry. And for your pain now too.

:console:

 

[Autumn01]

I don't want to be a 'survivor of suicide' anymore
it's too hard.

I want him back

I don't want anymore pain
I don't want anymore grief
I don't want to feel so lost and empty
I don't want to feel the guilt, regret, anger and a million other emotions
I don't want to wake up each day
I don't want to be here without him
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't........................

IV,
I hope you are okay.
I want to be a goner too.
I hope you keep holding on though.

:console: :hug:

Autumn

 

[dazzle11215]

i'm sorry you are suffering so much right now

i can only offer a hug, and hope you feel better soon

:hug:

 

[IV2010]

thank you for caring enough to reply..
another day has dawned here :sad:
s*

 

[flyingdutchmen]

ohnoes, not IV doing poorly

:megahugs:

 

[IV2010]

ohnoes, not IV doing poorly

:megahugs:

:hug: