I feel like a useless peice of shit I'm no good to my best friend who means everything to me and I'm failing school. She won't accept my help. She claims she doesn't from anyone but it still hurts... Long story short, my self esteem is really low, I feel like a nuisance, useless, and annoying. I've gotten suicidal urges more than twice and tried once. Hell, no one here wants to hear my shit.