I just want to be a better person. I want to stop being so selfish. I realized one day that I mostly only think about myself and have used everyone who has come close to me, I've blown many opportunities and don't really blame the world and am not looking for self pity. Sometimes you just think, man the world might indeed be better off without me. I still have energy, my life is not that bad, better than most maybe. I make bad choices and I want to start making good ones. I've never been to therapy or anything like that before, I don't know where to start on fixing me. I don't know, I feel like I can really make a change, I want to, I just don't know where to start and don't want to wait until it is too late.