I Don't Want To Live Anymore

[GiveMeStrength]

All I want is to die. I have so much pain, it is so unbearable. I've been is crises 2 times since February. Why won't they let me die? I feel so worthless. I have written a suicide note for my children and have one for my husband too. I want my husband to know that I can't take his physical, emotional and mental abuse anymore, as I've taken it for almost 25 years. My children have been abused too and I can only hope that they can receive the help to overcome what I have not been able to. I have a plan in tact it is going to be as painless as possible and I'm going to go out in peace. This time I'm NOT calling my doctor as I did before and I'm not going to call the HopeLine (suicidal hotline). That only landed me in crises and all that does is save you from your own self temporaily. I don't want anybody to get in my way this time. Life is just not worth hanging on to anymore, I serve no purpose here and it's time for me to go. Oh dear lord I pray that you will take me home very soon. I'M READY!

 

[Nessarose]

Is there any way you can get away from your husband? Is there family you and your children can stay with? If not, is there a hotel? I think it would help if you got away from him, especially since he's abusive. Please don't hurt yourself. Your children are probably suffering, too, and they would be devastated without their mother. I know it's hard, and it's not healthy to stay in that environment. Please don't harm yourself, though. I suggest staying with family and possibly getting a restraining order if things escalate.

Feel better soon, and please be safe.

 

[Michael Lee]

Get your kids and get out. Their are shelters for abused women and their children. Call the police, call mental heath, call social services they will set you up. You don't have to be hurt and you don't have to hurt yourself. Get on the stick do something positive for you and you kids and do it now. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Grace and peace
Michael Lee

 

[KavithaB]

I feel very sad for you but I strongly feel that you should not hurt yourself and not leave your children to suffer in this world without your support.

Please get help and fight your battle. Everyone born in this earth has a purpose. Your children need you and the world also needs you.

I will pray God to give you the strength to face life's battles. But PLEASE LIVE!!!

PM me if I can be of any help.