I'm not sure if I really belong in these forums. I really don't want to live the life I'm living anymore, and I think about suicide in various forms many times each day. It's been this way for a few months, and has intensified significantly in the last couple of weeks. But I don't know if I could term myself suicidal, either. I haven't made any attempts yet- it's mostly a comforting thought that I often drift away to. Does anyone else share similar feelings? Most of the dissatisfaction in my life comes from the fact that I have been unemployed for some time, and despite efforts to get a job, I'm losing hope. As a direct result of my unemployment, I'm on the verge of a divorce. If I do not find employment by November, it's pretty much guaranteed. Of course there are other things, both long & short term, that I'd like to change in my life, but those are the dominating forces right now.