I hate this world People care only about themselfs, and thay dont give a shit abouth anything or anyone ales. It is so hard for me to see the news, how the world is controlled by the rich and how is that people like me, simple people, will live forever fearing to loose thair jobs. How people accept to to work for less then minimal payment (3$ for hour) and how thay will fight for such a shity job, while the owners of the company will enjoy sitting in some fancy resturant! I went to look for a job today I came to a cinema city and thay said thay looking for workers. yes i know its low qualification job, but i dont worth more then that anyways. So thay explained to me how things work, then i spent 20 min talking to the workers in there, i was amazed to hear how thay will work for 300$ each month. So do i really want to spend years of my life, working for 300$ per month? Do i really want to spend years in some shity job only so that i will live with my parents? I hate my parents! I dont want to live with them! It will take me years to get enough money so i could recive education and i just cant imagine how i will live threw all this years. I hate this life, I hate everyone around me And if ill kill myself it will only be becouse of that. Yes i have depression and stuff too, but i can fight it. The problem is that every time i fight it i just see the same shity life! Fuck it! Damn it is so difficult, im really a coward It is so difficult! i cant kill myself at home becouse my parents almost always at home, and if i leave the house thay keep asking where ill go and why and when ill get back, and forcing me to take a mobile phone. How can i focus on killing myself when i know that every sec the damn phone may ring??? And if ill tourn it off, and then wount be able to kill myself and go back home, my parents will ask me again and again why i tourned it off (like saspect invesigation, keep asking untill he tells you everyting). this is fucked up!