i don't want to live just one more second...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by The Scream, Jun 10, 2009.

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  1. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    it hurts so bad...
    and im crying so much...

    i feel my stomach trn inside out...

    and it's so busy in my head, i feel everything around me turn... :cry:
  2. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    i see everything flash

    when i close my eyes

    all the fun times

    they're gone
  3. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    all the ties are breaking

    it feels like everybody's laughing

    at me

    it feels empty around me

    fuck everything EVERYTHING and EVERY FUCKING ONE
  4. KJAB

    KJAB Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    FUCK EVERYONE and EVERYTHING. I wake up alot thinking this. Do you have anything / anybody to live for? Please pm me if I can be of any help... not on 24/7 but here alot and can listen at least?... what's up that's tipped you?...
  5. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    ok - my english is just gonna suck now cause i don't have the energy to think about what's right and what's wrong...

    so i used to be abused at home so i got removed there and got put in psych hospital... they told me they'd try to fix the problems at home and find me a place somewhere close to my friends so i wouldn't loose them...
    it's been 9 months since im here...
    they can't find me a place because im 18 (too old for all youth care stuff here) and i have no diagnosis or any problems so they can't keep me here for long either and they can't put me in different care either... cause those are for (drug) addicts or mentally unstable ones... and i can't rent an apartment or anything, 'cause i lost my job when i got sectioned...

    so they robbed me off my job, promised me a bunch of crap, held me hostage for 9 freakin months and now tell me they simply can't help me and i have to go after a month...

    oh and they say they do know one place, that's like in the middle of nowhere, and people there are either drug addicts living in the woods and the other half of the population of that city are rich 65+ folks... what the fuck?

    i might as well stay here and sleep somewhere in the park dammit...

    fuck those mother fucking fucked mother fuckers
  6. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    oh and the best part - they also have the fucking nerve to ask me how i feel...
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