My ex boyfriend. He lives in New York, I live in Tennessee. We broke up eight months ago because I overreacted when I found out he lied to me. We talk to each other daily, 24/7, and tell each other we love each other every second of every day. But he doesn't want to be with me. I'm not good enough for the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Fuck this, fuck my life. I'll take the easy way out, make him happy and just disappear. He may never even find out that I committed suicide. If he ever finds this; He'll know it's me.