i don't want to lose him, but if i do...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lifes_cruel01, Mar 20, 2008.

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  1. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    okay, the basics. i have a boyfriend in Australia, i used to live there but 5 weeks ago moved to New Zealand. lately he's begun to think i don't love him anymore, stupid i know since i never stopped loving him. and today during a fight, i was getting really close to snapping btw, he suddenly asked wether i loved him or not. when i didn't respond, he kept asking me. it got to the point where i was crying, and i said that if i ever lost him i'd kill myself. because i would, no jokes. he's my world. i can't ever lose him. but if i do...idk, i just wanted to vent a bit
     
  2. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    If he loves you, and if you have told him that in person, things will be OK. Words you have said to him are more than a proof of your love. He should move to New Zealand to be close to you.
     
  3. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    PS. I want to be invited to your wedding, if Im still alive :)
     
  4. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    lol, well maybe you'll be invited. we do need 3 people to be witnesses, and neither of us plan on inviting our families. only friends for our wedding...if we're still together by then

    and he can't move, there's no real point anyway. im going back there as soon as im 18
     
  5. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    okay, we've sorted the fights out...i think...atleast for now it's settled down
     
  6. Random

    Random Well-Known Member

    I guess I can say we've all been there. But seriously. Don't kill yourself over a boyfriend (Or a girlfriend, for that matter). It isn't worth it. I know everybody says that but it's absolutely true.
     
  7. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    OK. But, you have to tell me 1-2 months before the wedding, I need to get a visa and make some arangements for the flight.
    PS. When you will be 18?
     
  8. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    lol, in 3 years XD
     
  9. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    *sigh* if your sure
     
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