i dont want to stop?

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by austinhp78, Jan 6, 2008.

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  1. austinhp78

    austinhp78 Well-Known Member

    im really confused... ive been cutting myself again recently and even though i know its wrong, for some reason... theres a part of me that doesn't want to stop... i do it partially for the feeling but also for punishment... i tell myself im going to keep doing it until i accomplish my goal... its wierd, i know, but has anybody else felt like this?
  2. WhyMeWhy

    WhyMeWhy Well-Known Member

    I'm considering.....considering doing it again. I just got out of a treatment center for it but I'm still thinking of horrible ways to do it..... it's just like I don't want to stop or something just like that. I don't know why. I don't want to end up in another center so I'd have to hide it well. See how much I have learned? All I have to do is hide it, then I don't have to stop.... :eek:hmy:
  3. HappyCamper

    HappyCamper Member

    I feel the same way except the big part of me is what wants to cut more, the small part of me that I am ignoring is saying its wrong.
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