i dont want to stop...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Shezamura, May 2, 2009.

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  1. Shezamura

    Shezamura Well-Known Member

    I just want to let out how much i enjoy this feeling... i dont encourage anyone to start this... but for me... it is my only joy... and it makes me forget samantha...

    I love cutting... i love it so very much.... today is my first day... and i have been cutting all day long!!! i cut my arm at least 30 times... I actually LOVE myself now!!! i love this feeling... its so... beautiful to me... i actually love looking at myself now... i want to cry because now... im not hurting inside... im deeply in love with myself and this cutting has just brought me, oh, so much joy!!!
     
  2. Beret

    Beret Staff Alumni

    Clinton :hug: I understand how you feel but PLEASE stop as long as you can. Its very addictive and you are going to hate it when you loose control. You are going to hate the many scars you ll have. Please stop.
     
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