I need a reason. I need something to make me not want to go through with it. I'm numb, I can't cry. I can't even shed one tear. I should be lying here crying, letting it all out, venting. But I can't. All I can think of is how going through with it would bring relief.
Please. I need something else to think about. Something to take my mind away from what I'm thinking. I need to feel something.
Please. I need something else to think about. Something to take my mind away from what I'm thinking. I need to feel something.