I Dont

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 4, 2009.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    Want to feel like this.
    i want to be happy and smile and mean it.

    im not suicidal because i want to be.
    i dont get a kick out of being sad all the time.
    i do want things to get better.
    and im trying to help them get better
    but these things take time right?

    please be paient with me.

    im going to make mistakes.
    im going to mess up
    im going to have ups
    and im going to have downs.

    But Please dont think im not trying.
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    It's the same way for me. Thanks for posting this. :)
  3. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    i couldn't have said it better.

  4. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    That sounds a lot like me too. I worry that people won't be patient with me as well, but on the bright side those who are close to you will be there for you, right? And it is difficult for most to understand that we're trying and fighting through pain, just because it's not visible. But there are people who can relate, and for that we may be thankful.
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I think you are very strong you come here and support others even when your in pain. we know you are trying and understand totally
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    It does take time and a great deal of hard work. It may not be work in the physical sense, but emotional work is far more difficult. Make sure you are aware of your progress. Sometimes what we see as very little can actually be something quite huge in the step towards healing. :hug:
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