my days are getting numbered as school approaches
and even with all of your advice i'm still petrified and have anxiety
i know for a fact that i don't want to live through it.
i wanna die but in a way where it can seem as an 'accident'
because the thought of me dying and people saying its a suicide.... haunts me.
i don't want to be the 'girl who committed suicide'
i really don't.
i start school next week.
i gotta die before then
and even with all of your advice i'm still petrified and have anxiety

i know for a fact that i don't want to live through it.
i wanna die but in a way where it can seem as an 'accident'
because the thought of me dying and people saying its a suicide.... haunts me.
i don't want to be the 'girl who committed suicide'
i really don't.
i start school next week.
i gotta die before then

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