Dear mods, if you find this post too triggering, please feel free to delete it. I can't remember any details except that the girl I sat by her death bed was the niece of someone I had a crush on 13-16 years ago. I helped her commit suicide (by which mean I am not sure). It was a long, exhausting dream. The dream kept bugging me today and I think it's even weirder than dreaming that I commit suicide myself. Another weird thing is I keep dreaming about this person (the aunt of the girl as mentioned above) who I had a crush on like every month, or more often. I haven't seen her for more than 10 years now and my feelings for her were long gone. She was my first, intense crush, anyway.