I dreamt

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Scum, Feb 25, 2010.

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  1. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Last night about ODing, proper full on dream, felt the OD as I did it, experienced hospital, and then it all went black. that's what I what, NowI'm fucking triggered to actually do that 'in reeal life'. Any little thing today could trigger the dissociation that does it. I need to NOT do it, especially today. Dad just started his new job, and mum has ofsted in.

    It's so fucked. I'm going to try and keep myself busy and distract myself and promise myself I'll do it at a later date.

    But GOD I'd forgotten how much better I felt after ODing, I wish I could have that today.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Yey triggers are very hard I hope you can talk to someone about it get some help to stay strong okay.
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Triggers are awful. Hope you were able to get through the day okay!
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