Because I don't think about my problems, my issues or whats hurting me, I think of good times, when I do thionk of something bad i can't sustain a thought for long anyway i lose concentration so i forget and go back to happy things. I drink because I need to, want to and have to forget what happened. I have my cider and my jane, and because of her i have a future.
I drink
- Thread starter Joshuwah
- Start date
- Status
- Not open for further replies.
Alcohol...
Hmmm...
Yeah I drink. At home, I've got a small stock pile in empty vodka bottles. I drink vodka because the Wild Turkey started making me super sick before I can finish the bottle. Clear Spirits are easier on the body, due to the lack of agiing the barrel.
I wish moon shine was legal, White lighting is the best some nights.
Right now, because I'm with my dad, I'm drinking good old Pabst Blue Ribbon, I feel the beer tends to be a little more socially acceptable. But I can tell when I reach about my 9th one, my dad is giving me this look like "Why?".
Well too bad, I drink, a lot. My tolerance as reach olmpyic levels at this point. Yesterday I drank a whole 12 back, so 12 times 12, carrying whatever. Thats 144fl ounces of beer, didn't even phase me, I had to finally lay down and force myself to sleep so I didn't crack open the next 12 pack. Right now I'm at... 8 beers, so 12 fluid ounces times 8. MATH! Equals 96fl oz of Good ole union made PBR. And I just opened the Ninth.
I've been drinking since I was 17, I was getting wasted every night off stolen wine by the time I was 18 1/2. So considering I'll be 22 in april... Man thats a long time at my age to be drinking EVERY NIGHT. Hasn't always been this fun, Haven't always been able to hold this much, but now I can start with Vodka & OJ in the afternoon, move to straight Liquor by 5 o'clock, finish the night with beer.
Sad part is, I don't think as long as I function as well as I do, I'll ever quit. I'm almost good at it. I'm not even that physically unfit. I can't run very far because of all the crap I put in my lungs (cigarette smoker, and I love my bong, between the two I do amazing amount of damage). Yet even when I was holding down a job, I managed to drink while at work. Hiding bottles all over the place, and always having one in my backpack. After work? I hop on the bicycle and pedal my way to a bar... or home. To drink more. I use to work out while drinking, drinking water inbetween swigs of Bourbon, but I at lest quit that. (Dehydration is a bitch).
How long I have a rambled on? Oh, Alcohol is a mixed emotion for me. Sometimes it makes my depression 10 fold, numbs me so bad I can't feel physical pain quiet right... then at other times. If I just drink a few beers after a really depressing morning... I'm happy again. Weird.
Hmmm...
Yeah I drink. At home, I've got a small stock pile in empty vodka bottles. I drink vodka because the Wild Turkey started making me super sick before I can finish the bottle. Clear Spirits are easier on the body, due to the lack of agiing the barrel.
I wish moon shine was legal, White lighting is the best some nights.
Right now, because I'm with my dad, I'm drinking good old Pabst Blue Ribbon, I feel the beer tends to be a little more socially acceptable. But I can tell when I reach about my 9th one, my dad is giving me this look like "Why?".
Well too bad, I drink, a lot. My tolerance as reach olmpyic levels at this point. Yesterday I drank a whole 12 back, so 12 times 12, carrying whatever. Thats 144fl ounces of beer, didn't even phase me, I had to finally lay down and force myself to sleep so I didn't crack open the next 12 pack. Right now I'm at... 8 beers, so 12 fluid ounces times 8. MATH! Equals 96fl oz of Good ole union made PBR. And I just opened the Ninth.
I've been drinking since I was 17, I was getting wasted every night off stolen wine by the time I was 18 1/2. So considering I'll be 22 in april... Man thats a long time at my age to be drinking EVERY NIGHT. Hasn't always been this fun, Haven't always been able to hold this much, but now I can start with Vodka & OJ in the afternoon, move to straight Liquor by 5 o'clock, finish the night with beer.
Sad part is, I don't think as long as I function as well as I do, I'll ever quit. I'm almost good at it. I'm not even that physically unfit. I can't run very far because of all the crap I put in my lungs (cigarette smoker, and I love my bong, between the two I do amazing amount of damage). Yet even when I was holding down a job, I managed to drink while at work. Hiding bottles all over the place, and always having one in my backpack. After work? I hop on the bicycle and pedal my way to a bar... or home. To drink more. I use to work out while drinking, drinking water inbetween swigs of Bourbon, but I at lest quit that. (Dehydration is a bitch).
How long I have a rambled on? Oh, Alcohol is a mixed emotion for me. Sometimes it makes my depression 10 fold, numbs me so bad I can't feel physical pain quiet right... then at other times. If I just drink a few beers after a really depressing morning... I'm happy again. Weird.
- Status
- Not open for further replies.