I failed one of my tests and wrote a suicide note. I decided to ask for help, at the schools disability services. They suggested to drop one of my courses, DS then forced me to talk to the counselor first. The counselor forced me to go to the hospital. I was in the hospital for four days. It was not enjoyable either. There were some fights. A man came into my room a few times. One woman was nice at first. Then told me I was backstabbing her and will never leave the hospital. When I got out. I dropped the course I intended to drop at the beginning and decided to drop another course. I was doing well. But the work was overwhelming. I had an assignment due each week, Plus I work part time it was hard to complete them on time. Plus I missed so many days. It would be difficult to try catching up. That class takes up so much of my time I feel like that's one of the reason I failed one of my tests for the other class. I'm mad about it because it was after the deadline to drop courses so now I know I'm going to get an academic penalty. This wouldn't have happened if I wasn't forced to go to the hospital to begin with.