i dunno

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lifes_cruel01, Mar 24, 2008.

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  1. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    why i tried to drown myself today at the pool, but it would've worked if the damn lifeguard hadnt "resccued" me >.>
  2. Ire

    Ire Guest

    I hope that tomorrow is better for you.
    But at least you will make it till tomorrow. And then, if you made it through day, maybe you can make it through that too, and then maybe the day after?

    So you do not know why...

    Were you thinking anything when you did it? Or was your mind blank?

    Whenever I get really suicidal I just get kind of numb and on autpilot...
  3. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    ive been numb since i was 9
    im now turning 15
    i want to die
    what's so hard about that?
    my mind was blank, and i just saw the water and jumped in without taking a breath
  4. so long and goodnight

    so long and goodnight Active Member

    drowning? definitely not the way i would go out....i would puss out
  5. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    i was numb
    i couldn't feel anything
  6. so long and goodnight

    so long and goodnight Active Member

    well i guess that would make it 10x easier to go through
  7. lifes_cruel01

    lifes_cruel01 Active Member

    eh, sorta
  8. diseased

    diseased Active Member

    Just keep telling yourself that if it doesn't work out you can always kill yourself later. Keep saying that every day and wait and see if things improve. Try to distract yourself when thoughts of harming yourself arise.

    I held on that way for a long time and now I hardly ever think about killing myself. You can do it to. I know you're strong.
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