Okay, so I'm not quite sure where to start..I have been on leave for about 6 months, and yeah..there was valid reason for it, but I am back for now. I don't know how long I will stick around or anything. I've been here for hmm, nearly 5 years but I always seem to mess things up. I just want to start by saying that I apologize for any bitchiness to anyone before. I'd also like to say that I am appreciative of this forum still, no matter my behavior at times. Anyway, on to the real reason why I'm posting here..I feel that things are always up and down in my life. At one point, I feel everything is perfect and I'm going somewhere but a week or two later, I feel like nothing is going right and start feeling like shit again. I don't exactly know how to explain everything at the moment..I guess I'm just utilizing this as a place to vent. If you've read, I appreciate it, and I would appreciate any helpful advice as well. Thank you.