hey, noob to the forum 'woo' love being the noob ¬¬ the main reason why im here is because to be honest, i just want to die. i want life to be over and done with. i need help to over come this best i can, not for me tho, for m boyfriend. he knows about this, but not that i feel like this today, or yestaday, or basicaly everyday. i just feel so alone since my best friend died just over 3 yrs ago. she stopped me from killing myself, then i found her on the floor of her kitchen, with vomit, and blood and pills everywhere...... since then i havent been able to forgive myself for letting her do that. i just felt alone ever since. no matter how many people are around or who is around i just feel like no one is there. its just me.