man my is my life so shit i cant even kill myself without something going wrong i drove my van and i still alive why does god do this to me i dont want to be here i have no friends all my family think im a piece of shit that will never make nothing off my shitty life now im in trouble with the cops for trying to top myself not one thing has ever gone my way i have no money no family no friends no job no qualifications to get a job i sit in my room all day everyday why cant some good luck just happen for me im 27 and have wanted to die for the past 17 years my greedy sisters get everything they want my mum and dad paid for them to go to uni and there weddings when i wanted to go to uni i was told by my sisters not to bother as i am a loser and i will waste there money i just want this to all end now now everyone knows what i done and all they are saying is im a drama queen well im not all i want is something to go right for me i have tried everything to get a job and its like i got a tattoo on my head saying loser i done everything for my family when i was young i went to a school were i was the only asian there i was allways getting called rasist names and beaten up and even the teachers didnt belive me what am i going to do ive tried everything death for me would be best for everyone i bet my so called family would have a massive party when i do die thats if i dont fuck it up as normal
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