Hi I know how you feel. I dropped out of school when I was 14 so my parents lost faith of me ever becoming anything in life my dad reminds me how I ruined my life every chance he gets. I did go get my GED but thats as far as I made it. Now im 22 with a daughter and a son on the way and a rocky marraige neither of has a job right now and my husband doesn't seem to understand responsibilty which makes me feel like everything is up to me which sucks since I always seem to fuck everything up. And not even where you can fix it with a small change when I fail its an epic fail.