i failed(trigger)

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by jcat, Jul 11, 2007.

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  1. jcat

    jcat Staff Alumni

    i tried and failed
    there wasn't enough sleepers
    i wish i had had more
    for those of you that care about me, i apologize.
    but, i just can't handle it. i'm still here. for whatever reason
    don't want to be, but am
    why??? \
    don't know. don't care. want out
    but can't seem to do it right
    i ate enough pills to do it with a 12 back of beer, and all i did was sleep and woke up hungover from the pills.
    for fuck sakes-can i ever do anything fucking right
  2. Hazel

    Hazel SF & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    I for one am glad you are still here, I know you think you got it wrong.... but maybe just maybe you got it right.. instead of looking at it as a failing think about it as an opportunity to make a positive change in your life, is there one small thing that you could do today that would make you feel even a tiny bit better? Maybe take a shower or listen to some music?
    I know how much effort it will take but surely it's worth a try.

    :hug: Hazel xx
  3. MrA

    MrA Active Member

    you succeeded dude! Be tough and survive now, it will get better, I promise!
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am glad the attempt did not succeed. Look at it as a success you survived. we have talked about this many time jcat. Remember the advice you have given to me and the other things we spoke of. You are not flawed and the fault does not lie with you. It is not your time. Please do not give up. :hug:
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