Discussion in 'After Effects' started by I-Died-In-My-Dream, Dec 8, 2009.
I just fainted and woke up at 3am with a rope in my hand :sad:
Hey, You're Alive! And What Do You Mean By Rope?
Christ Jesus. I am so incredibly glad even if you're not. I felt so terrible that I didn't read your last posts until 10:20. Please talk this out with us, what's going on??
I'm glad you're still here. :hug:
Im glad it never worked too
Sorry to hear how crappy you are feeling.
'Failing' a suicide attempt can be so hard. I've felt quite ashamed and like a loser about 'failing', on top of how crappy I'm already feeling!
I had a similar experience, really drunk at the time one new years eve, and I was found having passed out on the floor with Christmas lights round my neck by a bunch of people we had over for a new years party. I guess I just wanna let you know that you're not alone out there and that it is really hard, that you can feel such a waterfall of emotions after attempting suicide. I hope that you're ok now (well as OK as you can be :console:
don't do it! And i'm happy you didn't ;-) theres much more to life much more happines and pleasure ;-) but please don't do it.