i've been wondering lately, about how straight i am. thinking about being with a guy maybe. i love women, and can't really see myself in a relationship with a man, but the idea kind of turns me on and it's freaking me out. just having these thoughts makes me feel guilty- is that normal? i'm not just asking if it's normal to feel guilty, but is it normal to sometimes have those thoughts in the first place? i was talking to a friend of mine last night (met her through SF) and she made me feel a lot better about it, she said that maybe i was just frustrated due to some problems with women as of late. but now that feeling of security i got from talking to her is gone. i haven't been raised anti-gay, but i have been raised straight, if that makes any sense. i don't know why i'm writing this on here, i guess i just want to hear something comforting. after i talked to her last night, i couldn't get the idea out of my head, and even though she made me feel better when i opened up to her and told her how i was feeling, it made me feel worse later. if anyone has anything to say on this, i'm all ears.