I feel bad. Suddenly got taken over by it don't know what it is or why. There's no reason and I don't want to have to explain it or talk about it just want to tell the world I suppose. You know, one of those times when you wish there were someone who would just know, just understand, no words needed no explanations, no searching for a solution. Sorry not a good thread to start seeing as how I've effectively said don't want anyone to ask anything. Suppose I just want to know I've been heard.