i feel better

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by bloodysunday, May 14, 2007.

  1. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    now i have released my blood.

    was warm despite being called a cold blooded bitch, now at least i know my blood is warm
     
  2. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Hey, what's happened? Are you ok? :hug:
     
  3. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    no i am not ok


    i dont like how i am feeling and i dont know what to do

    sorry i know that sounds really pathetic
     
  4. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    It doesn't sound pathetic at all. Do you want to describe how you are feeling? Has anything made you feel this way? Take care of yourself, and I'm here if you want to chat :)
     
  5. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    no-one is here

    desolate


    i am nothing more than filthy dirty scum i should be dead


    i watched my blood drain away down the plug


    why the hell am i still here
     
  6. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    You're not dirty scum, you're a person who is feeling low and is in need and deserves support, something which you can get here, and in real life. Do you want to say why you feel like scum? You don't need to, but it may help to get it off your chest and to rant. Have you considered talking to a doctor/therapist about how you're feeling?

    Please take care of your injuries, seeing the blood I know can be a comfort and give you that temporary relief but you need to be careful of infection.

    :hug:
     
  7. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Hey im here if you want to talk some more.im sorry your feeling so bad.
     
  8. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    Why be careful? So what if I get an infection. Not like anyone gives a damn.
     
  9. Kramer

    Kramer Well-Known Member

    aww many people give a damn and care about you bloodysunday. if u left us or something happened to you then i would most definately give a damn.
     
  10. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    people tell you what they believe you want to hear

    rarely the truth
     
  11. Kramer

    Kramer Well-Known Member

    yes because i want you to feel better and not be so down and thats the only way i know how to try and help you *hug .. i would give more compelling advice if i had the ability to do so imsorry

    can we please talk ill try my best, but im not very good at anything
     
  12. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    It isn't going to happen. I am not going to feel better
     
  13. Kramer

    Kramer Well-Known Member

    whats got you so down
     
  14. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    Funnily enough I typed out everything. All it resulted in doing was make me want to die even more, so I deleted it.

    If I ignore it long enough it might go away. I know it won't, but what the hell
     
  15. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    Thnks, sorry for being a pain