I do not feel sad. I do not feel like harming myself. I do not feel lonely. I do not feel like I need a drink. I do not feel like I want to get high. I just feel blank. Like I am not even here. I am usually a pretty emotional person, so this is very strange for me. I don't know what to do. The absence of any emotion or feeling is completely alien to me. Am I turning into a sociopath? Have I stepped into the deep end of my depresssion? I haven't seen my friends from home for 16 months. I am slowly losing contact with my expat and Korean friends. But this doesn't trouble me. It troubles me that I should care and I don't. This weekend I stayed in my room, alone and did nothing for an entire weekend. What is happening to me? Should I be thankful that I don't have any emotions to guide my will? Or is this a sign that my subconcious has for all intents and purposes given up? Your thoughts and comments are desired.