Sometimes I feel drastically depressed, like I have a great life that I love to a certain extent, but then there are certain times where I hate it because of certain things that get to me. I don't know how to cope with these things, I have never felt suicidal but at times I have wanted to hurt myself. I tend to listen to music and get my feelings out that way. I hate the feeling and you see I've never been too emotional...I am not the type of guy to just cry whenever upset..it bottles up in me and when i finally break down, I can't stop crying. And I drink heavily to drown away my emotions..Anyone ever feel the same?