I have been in bed all day. My body physically doesn't want to move. I feel so tired. Emotional. I had so much planned for the day but I couldn't simply get outta bed. I hate the life I am living. I don't think I could survive another year. And the saddest part is that no one notices that I am slowly dying. I didn't get a call or text from my parents or friends all day. I have tried to reach out but I was unsuccessful.